Porcelain Peony: October 2011

the time for me to blog.

so long have i forsaken your existence! i miss my blog. so clean, so neat.

what has happened so far during my absence.. well, i've graduated and has since started work.

i like my work. seriously. its been month 3 so far. but there are glitches here and there. a little. ok, fine, quite a few. the place i work at is very corporate, filled with a lot of people who's expression feels like he/she has a wedgie. everyone seems to be on an edge. in the 1st month of work, i'm fine with the tension and stuff, prolly 'cos its your FIRST month, you are in the tension itself! but as you tend to sink in a little, you feel bothered by all this wedgie-d people. why the stress? why the tension? why the wedgie??

i am a very laid back person. i work well when i feel inspired. but i can't really, as if someone has put a leash on me. i need to breathe.. i need space! i'm claustrophobic. the people (sans the boss) i work with are fine people. but when they are on "corporate timing", you expect them to be so high-strung like they got a g-string wedgie. not. good. in any way. and their tension seems to spread through the office department, especially to the boss, and finally to us, small chippies.

i also work well when i'm dressed comfortable. i can't work in... bustiers? high heels? button up shirts? hello? choke? i feel trapped. i wanna be released. physically and mentally. but my boss, has an issue with my dressing, and so does the company. gosh. just gimme a uniform already! and court shoes with them! gosh..

omg.. looking at the past and current pictures, my face got bigger.. (though the weight is the same, but its always the case for my face.. i duno... maybe its too much air..) aw man... time to lose weight.. no more dinners! back to my 2 meals a day.. or is it.. my hair got thinner? either way.. oh shucks.